User blog comment:Everythingniceee/Customer Rankings/@comment-5042721-20190529001724/@comment-38833778-20190529195943

Well, I kinda wanna blog about it, but idk. I mean, it takes a lot of guts for me to share my life story in greneral, let alone blog about it.

But today, we went to Adelphi University for a tour, and when we were coming back to school, my best frined and I got into a Divegent argument. Because I shipped Matheww and Cara, and she shipped Tris and Matheww. So during lunch, I took a paper and wrote down my proof that Matheww x Cara were canon, and of course my crush thought we were talking about him (his name is Matheww as well) So he decided to take the paper, crumple it up, and rip it up, even though he promised he wouldn't rip the paper. When I got mad, he just went, "I didn't rip it, I teared it!" I was so triggered, and I just snapped. I was about to slap him!

I honestly don't know why I still crush on him. I miss the times I crushed on fictional characters (aah, I remember my friends getting mad at me for for fangirling over Gremmie!), but my crush just has to get in the way with that. I'm probably going to drop him as a crush and a friend.