Thread:RUNEPATRIARCH/@comment-28232785-20190318145818/@comment-27991267-20190401191504

Thanks! It means a lot to me. Well... if I want to write a book I should also do a doctorate as well... but I am not that intelligent to do the doctorate degree and write a book. :D

Yeah. It is awful being partly deaf and my ear is aching terribly - it is all beacuse of the water that. Tomorrow I am going to ENT specialist to get my ear fixed. I am sure she will help me.

As for Angela... oh poor, poor Angela. In my opinion she is the most tragic character in Silent Hill 2... if not in whole Silent Hill. Let me write another essay:



Angela is nineteen years old and she appears to be a normal teenager, but deep inside she is deeply traumatized, depressed, lonely, disturbed and lonely. She is mentally ill because of everything she experienced in the past.

When it comes to Angela’s personality she is very shy, quiet and somber. She does not speak with strangers and tries to avoid any contact with people she does not know. She often speaks very hesitantly and often stammers during her speech. This proves she does not have confidence to talk for herself. She often repeats word “sorry” every time as she thinks she did something wrong and she tries apologize for everything. Unfortunately, she does not have any friends and no one knows how she really feels.

Angela had a very unhappy and traumatic childhood which greatly damaged her emotionally, mentally and physically. Despite the fact, she looks completely normal outside, inside she is a utterly destroyed person. For her entire life she was beaten, screamed at, molested and she feels that she is worthless person and she will not do anything good for herself and others. Her self-esteem is so low that she thinks she does not deserve any pity, love and any kind of respect. She openly says others that that she is not worth pitying.

Angela suffers from a severe depression, and she has suicidal thoughts. She thinks that life is pointless and meaningless. For her, there is nothing enjoyable in life and it is full of pain and suffering. She finds the live as something to be deal with and every day is like an obligatory chore to do.

Angela never smiles. She is constantly drowsy, tired, exhausted and cannot sleep properly. She displays symptoms of insomnia, psychomotor retardation and brain fog. Moreover, she finds herself as an “ugly thing” and she admits that she hates her body and her face and she thinks the person in the reflection is not her.

Angela attempted to commit suicide many times but she was not strong enough to do this. She compares her suicide attempts to buying a mountain of candy and forcing herself to eat them all and then spit them. Then eat them again and spit them again. Angela openly says that the death is her only wish but that wish has proven to be so difficult to obtain.

<span style="mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt; line-height:115%;mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;mso-bidi-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: PL" lang="EN-US">She also has a social anxiety and she does not want to see any people. She feels very awkward in the crowd of other people and she wishes that she would be invisible. Angela believes that people are shallow, insincere and they give her fake and meaningless smiles. She admits that other people only care about themselves. Moreover, Angela appears to dislike men (misandry) and she is even afraid of them (androphobia). Because she was molested and raped she generalizes all men as a lustful beasts. She does not like other women either. Additionally, Angela has a trouble with her emotions as sometimes she is very depressed and just lies on the floor and then she picks up a knife in defense position and screams in horror.

<p class="MsoNormal">That is all. I always felt bad for Angela... and sometimes she reminds me of me. Too bad James could not help her... when she asked him if he could help her he just he lowered his head without saying anything. He was not ready to help her because he had not finished his journey. And with that Angela decided that it would be the best to leave this awful world. :( I wish that James found a courage to become her adoptive brother and leave Silent Hill with her to give her a helping hand that she deserves.