User blog:Tahmina180/Apology

Hi people, it's me, and I would like to give out an apology to those of you that I hurt because of my obsession with Perri.

Look, I'm highly sorry for raging in caps, insulting you, calling you names, and annoying you with my obsession of Perri. It was just that I fell in love with Perri on this Fourth of July, and since then I started drawing pictures of her, obsessing over her, you name it.

I even read her wiki info about Papa's Next Chefs and I was like, "Mm, no big deal." But soon, after I found out it was a competition to see which male and female was going to work in the next Gameria, I got so upset, that I started raging over Perri in the comments. I was in the shower thinking about Perri and I was just sobbing hard in it, wishing it was all just a bad dream.

My behavior resulted in my block. I couldn't comment for a week. I couldn't contribute. I couldn't do anything about it. I cooked up some drawings of her during my block. Like this one.

Yes, that's my drawing of my imagination of how Perri would look like if she were a worker. Her name is written in cursive on her hat, and I colored in her name on the corner with all the colors I used to design her outfit. I'm actually proud of it because whenever I look at it now, I can see the real image in my mind. What do you think of my work?

So yeah, again, I am very, very, VERY sorry for what I did. If I do it again, I might be blocked even longer than I was before. I'm still very upset over Perri losing, but on the bright side, I'm excited for the new Gameria. It will be like Koilee giving Perri food (if Perri will be in it) as an apology for laughing at her in that picture of the PNC2017 finals. That's what I think. This is why I made a story about it to myself. It has a violent part in it, but it's filled with drama and adventure, having Sienna as a very important role. I don't know if I should tell it though. So yeah, that's my apology.

~Tahmina